Ups and Downs

So on Thursday Mom doesn't know me or her own name, and on Saturday she knows my sisters and seems to know who she is. This roller coaster is making me tired and I want off.

Maybe I recorded her non recognition of me so that I wouldn't feel so crazy right now. I can look at the video and see that she had no idea who I was, who the man in the picture on the wall was and what her name was.

But it's not me who's at the front line of this war, Mom is; and she is handling everything with the most remarkable grace anyone could ever hope to have in these circumstances.